Then I interrupted "No, you don't get it. It's only when I write it that it starts to make any sense at all. It's like speaking into the mirror: it's not about the nonsensical words or mantra, it's about maintaining eye contact with the one person you need to be able to. It's about feeling like I'm one step further down the road from the last time I checked the map. It's about being able to look behind me without feeling like I have to. It's about having faith in something, or someone for that matter.

If you want to, go ahead: you can throw it all out or hack it up or burn it, or delete it, or whatever.

It's all just a process, okay?


It's a process."